October 19, 2006

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I wish I had something I think is interesting to say in my blog. But I don't. I'm learning my new aircraft, doing a shoddy job at best(i think). My motivation is wavering, and now that the sun has decided to probably not come out for the next 6 months, it probably won't help me much. Positive habit forming needs to occur in the near future if I want to survive this place with minimum scaring. Here is my plan of attack:

1. Daily work outs(shorter but more frequent?)
2. Cut down on booze consumption(this one is very touchy, and actually frowned upon in the Navy. What can I do in this situation? Looking at maybe offering my sober driving one night a week)
3. More studying. I can actually do this fairly easy since we are stuck on base until 3:30 every day for 2 months. The FOD walkdown program here is out of control. 2 times a day.....
4. My daily schedule. My daily planner needs to be found. oh here it is. Gotta start using it, or make lists. PJB is my hero in this department.

I'm sure there are other things I need to probably work on, but for now I think it's a good start to getting more motivated, organized and focused. Also help in keeping a positive mental attitude with this depressing weather. Booooooooooooo.

Bed time, I have a retest tomorrow I shouldn't have had to take. But you live and you learn. Something my mother told me a few times, "Striepeck's learn by mistakes, whether by others or their own." She could never be more right in some cases.